flower moon

tonight is the full flower moon. each month there is a full moon and the native americans have dubbed each moon something. well tonight at 11:37 pm, the moon will look the biggest.

see here is a little known fact...we love the sky, we love the moon, we love the stars. charlie has an awesome...and i am talking ridiculously awesome telescope he bought for his birthday a few years back.

you can see saturn's ring with it!! i f**** you it is true and i have seen it with my own eye. it is amazing.

well we were outside tonight looking at moon - gotta love a full moon it all its glory! not this type of moon!

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but this type of moon.

i took this with my canon 300mm lense. that is as close as it got to the moon.

but looking in the telescope, it was huge. so i had this crazy idea...put the camera phone up to the eye piece of the telescope. with full astonishment these are the images i captured.

 i am in awe and will try more with other planets in the future. hope you enjoy and go take a look at the moon if you are reading this on may 5th! 

 

photography thursday

i have decided to actually share some of my photography. i take over 5000 pictures a year and most of them are hidden in files all over my computer. i hope you enjoy! hopefully you will see more of my photographs in online magazines and websites!

 

inspiration wednesday

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cute tuesday

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32 before i am 33

wow, it has almost been a month since i turned 32. this year has already been really good! i am hoping may, june, july and august pave the way for the next chapter in my life.

 

dovey

one of my silly cats. i love cat faces. there is something about them that makes me want to snuggle next to them.

 

last day of 31!

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wow, where does the time ago? apparently far, far, away! today is the last day of being 31.

tomorrow i turn 32. it is amazing how life doesn't turn out how you wanted it to or as quickly as you wanted too. 5 years ago, i would say i wanted to be married and have 2 little ones running around. neither has occured, but i am ok with it.

i am learning more and more about myself everyday. so far it has been a 3 week journey, see i quit my job 3 weeks ago, because of my issues with depression and anxiety. i have been working on myself and not being responsible for anything but that.

this is not an easy task and don't judge. i am very lucky to have this opportunity and have great emotional and financial support. it is crazy that everything that causes issues are from years of years of ignoring everything around you or just pushing things aside. 

i am very excited about this journey and if you are depressed or have anxiety and want to chat...i am here. you can e-mail me or message me on here and we can chat. the hardest thing is feeling like you are alone.

so my one wish for being 32 - is to be my true self, my honest self, my happy self!!

i will post my list of 32 before i am 33 though, cause it never hurts to have a few goals to try and reach throughout the year. i will not be upset if i don't hit any - because all that matters is the journey.